✿ Lola's Dreamscape ✿

I sit here thinking of you
Wishing I could reach out to you
That you would pull me close
Embrace me with your warmth

There is still so much to say
So many things I want to know
Why did you leave me with silence?
Why did you throw my heart away?

I am overwhelmed with questions
Since you never gave me any answers
Did I mean that little to you?
Did I scare you away?

I still cannot believe that this is our ending
I lost my friend and the person I loved
All at once, and yes it still stings
That you could treat me this way

I gave you my whole heart
With honesty and sincerity
Now I am left with scars
That cover my heart

Even so, I still want to know
Who am I to you?
Even so, I still want to say
I love you
Even so, I still want you to kniw
I miss you

I never thought I could feel like this
That my heart could ache this way
That I could become this kind of woman
I am thankful to you for opening my heart
For warming my cold soul

I'm still tangled up in you
Wishing you would reach out to me
Stop this silence between us
Just tell me, who am I to you?

I deserve to know to truth
Afterall I was honest with you
Just tell me, who am I to you
So I can finally let you go

I still love you
But one day I won't
You tossed me aside
Like I was nothing

I deserve more
I am worthy of more
Next time, I find love
I won't hesitate to reach out
With open arms and embrace it
Unafraid and unconditionally...