Free Write: Belong

"Overwhelmed"
I feel the tears flooding my eyes
Slowly slipping out of their hiding spots
It's dark inside my place
Casting shadows all around me
I take a deep breath to shake it off
That feeling of breaking down
Into even more shattered pieces
By: Lola O.

"Liar"
I tell you nothing with my words
There is so much I keep inside
I lie with my smiles and my tongue

To protect you from my sorrow
Lately I want to let it all out
Sometimes I want to scream in agony  

So that then you would hear me
So that then you would listen to me
You'd see that I'm a liar

That all the strength I display
Is a mask to hide the weakness
Buried within everything I do

That smile I give to you each day
Is the only one I manage to make
That my "I'm fine" isn't the truth

I'm not fine, I'm so far away from fine
I'm a liar because I'm afraid
To tell you about the darkness inside of me

Afraid you'll judge, retreat, or call me crazy
I don't know if I can trust you with this
With my vulnerability

So I lie everyday
I lie to your face
To your eyes and heart

I lie to you all the time
Hoping that you'll dig a little deeper
Seek out my truth
By Lola O.








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