Free Write: Tuesdays

"Rant"
Frustrated...
That one word
Sums up my state
When will things
Get easier for me
Nothing ever just
Goes as planned
I'd like to
Be lucky
Just for one day
So I can feel
What it means
To get what I want

"Light"
It's my time to shine
But the lights desert me
I stand here in the dark
Listening to my breathing
I can feel my body shaking
I don't know where to go
Even if I knew where
I still don't know how
Time passes and I don't move
No one comes to help me
No one trys to find me
All alone in the dark
My light remains
For no one to see

"Music"
With my eyes closed
I absorb the lyrics
Let them flow into my soul

Sometimes they heal
Most times they just comfort

I hear that voice
Streaming into my ears
It reaches into me

Pulling out my sadness
That dark and ugly feeling
Empties from my body

For those few minutes
I've found a friend

Someone who says
Exactly what I need to hear

If only for a little while
I feel like they understand
What I'm going through
Where I've been

A song written
For someone or no one
Particulary not me

Changes my life
Gives me hope
Inspires my heart
Sets me free

In that moment
Everything fades away

All the dark thoughts
All the negativity
Takes a back seat
To this beautiful melody

When the song ends
I can feel it all creeping back in
So I press repeat...


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